Hello Baby! :)

Hello! I'm lady M and i'm roughly 2 months pregnant <3
I am keeping this anonymous for now because I will spill out all I feel here and all I feel is not exactly Facebook-worthy. :))))

But I simply want to document my journey as a lady who found herself pregnant before she was really fully ready. And I want to see myself transition from a reluctant mom-to-be, to a fully pledged mom as we will all turn out to be anyway.

We didn't find out in a pregnancy test, because i was very much convinced that I wasn't pregnant as I had some bleeding a week after my supposed-period. I thought i was just going through so much stress that's why my period wouldn't come out. So i drank a lot of soda and tried to run around and jog. *gasp* yes I couldn't believe either.

So when a week after has passed and I still wasn't having my period, I decided to visit the ob-gyne expecting that she would give me some meds to help me bleed. She couldn't believe that I didn't even take the PT.

Me and my husband were planning to have a baby by next year but not yet now. Like most women, I tried so hard to have my life all planned out. My career path was so clear in my mind and I was hell bent to make that happen, and to stabilize there first before I really take the plunge into motherhood.

So there, the ob-gyne asked us to take the test and voila! POSITIVE. Apparently the bleeding was due to implantation.

My husband was overjoyed, I was stunned.